Catching Up…

Well I feel like I’ve been really disconnected over the past few days. It’s kind of crazy how your life can feel likes it’s fallen apart when you don’t have internet. Ok, so my life didn’t fall apart, but I was at a loss of what to do. I guess it got me going to bed a bit earlier. My biggest issue was not being able to blog. I’ve kind of become so accustomed to doing my blog when things prevent me from doing it I feel like I’ve become disconnected. Anyways, internet is back and life is good. I’m going to split this post up for each day. I actually got going on a pretty long post and figured I break it up little, at least for the sake of others.

I have to send out a big thank you to all the great people that have giving me tons of encouragement over the past couple of weeks. It’s so easy for me to start to feel lonely, and start getting down on myself. I’ve gotten some emails from people that have meant a great deal to me. I’m pretty blown away with how God has brought people in my life. I’m also pretty humbled to know that there are people that look up to me. I think sometimes it’s easy for us to get caught up in our own worries and troubles that we lose sight of the real reason God has us where we are. It has nothing to really to do with some self-serving purpose, it has everything to do with the needs of others. I’m realizing, I’m not where I’m at in life purely to find enjoyment in it, I’m here as God’s servant. God’s got a plan for my life that will be in His best interests.